Whenever i say i'm alright with a smile , i'm not. When i say things are fine , they never are. When I stare into space, it's not cause i'm tired , it's caused i'm thinking so hard . when i put on a fake smile , inside i'm dying. When i'm laughing , i'm crying. I'm never true , nor am i fake . I suck my tears up . I lie , cause i don't want anyone to worry . and because that is me .

Oh , Laughing at myself.
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Happybirthdaytokarenmonkey. ♥

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